over before it began

yesterday i emailed to ask someone if they would be a referee for job applications. that night i dreamed that she replied to say she would not. normally my dreams- or how i remember them- are non-specific, murky, but i recall this email in exacting detail. why is it so hard to reach out? to remember that i am deserving of help?

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